I know deep within my soul you are watching over us and I know your strength tolerance and adamance was in your blood and your blood runs through my veins you give me such strength. I will always reflect on everything you have ever told me and advised me I still feel you are guiding me. We were all very worried mam for you the week that felt like an eternity you were in hospital. We held on to the hope you would pull through. I didn't want to face up to the reality that you could die. I always thought you would live for ever. Mothers should not be taken for granted you teach your children so much even after the mistakes you make along the way. If I could have swapped places with you I would have to take away your pain. I'm so sorry you had to die in hospital I know you always wanted to die at home. We were all able to show you our love for you and care for you while you were very ill until you passed away. I am so happy you were not alone when you passed away and I was able to reassure you and comfort you I was proud you wanted me by your side to see you go on your new journey. I am as sure as ever now after the experience that you have gone on to a new peaceful happy life on a higher plain in the spirit world.